2023 Mindset Coaching
Dec 21, 2022I miss the old me a lot – often.
Do you?
If you are sick of being so damn hard on yourself & your body - this is a conversation I want to have with you.
Thats all Im showing up for today, the hope that someone will hear this.
Sometimes I truly grieve for the loss of my lower state of consciousness- life was so much easier when I was preoccupied with all the little shit that I cared about.
I think that’s why our human-ness clings to the little things & makes us feel as if the little things are big things - there must be a deep knowing within us that when we let that go, the new consciousness that will be revealed will never let you come back to the little things that used to matter so much.
So I miss the old me because she was easily distracted.
The woman I am today - she cant be distracted enough to be stopped from saying this here today :
Stop relating your body as the thing you need to control, change or contort.
Please just stop it.
Our body can hold so much and teach us so much – but you wont ever see that while you keep relating to it as the thing that is not at “its best” today.
Through the body we find ourselves, the beauty, the power, the truth & the compass that our intuition needs to guide us through this experience we are in the middle of here in this lifetime.
When we surrender and allow ourselves to be conduits of the truth that reveals itself to us when we move within our bodies, honouring its wisdom and activate the present moment for ourselves - we wake up to the source of all divinity that connects us to all that we have ever desired.
We feel our purpose and we are moved. Your body is the greatest expression of your own being – why are you trying to look like someone else?
The embodiment of what we are here to share within our own lifetime is so much greater than simply exercising so that we might replicate the way another woman looks.
It makes me physically unwell to think of the ways we force our bodies to be a reflection of what our society might have us believe we are designed for.
To be sexualised. To be approved.
To be a walking clothes horse. To be a selfie.
To be the after. To be anything other than who we are in each moment our consciousness reminds us we are here now.
Ive spent 15 years in the coaching industry with one foot in and one foot out and Ive decided that I can either watch this all happening and continue to feel overwhelmed by the grand scale of the change that I truly wish could occur in the way we see ourselves and relate to ourselves and move within ourselves - or I can step up into my capacity as an activator.
It’s time for me to not just acknowledge my greatness and feel my bigness - it’s time for me to trust it.
I’ve held back because Im scared of the way my voice will land on your ears. I’ve been angry. I’ve been desperate for change.
I’ve needed to know that you won’t feel that I’m not putting you down in speaking the words of disappointment I feel in us all when I articulate what I see.
The ways I see us all claiming to be so angry and heartbroken by the limiting beliefs that have been passed on to us - and the ways I see that the vast majority of women live their lives continuing to choose them.
Aren’t we ready to break free of all of this?
What are you the embodiment of?
What are you embodying?
I want this to really impact you - I’m really down on myself for not having got it right yet.
What am I supposed to say, or do, or create or offer so that you see the necessity that will be the release and reclamation of your own embodiment?
I dont know. Ive failed up until this point.
As I’m reflecting on this I’m remembering that I have to allow myself to take one step at a time and to also allow myself to not be beaten down by the eagerness and excitement I have to bring this into existence .
Im praying that I can find stability and calm so that Im not put off and frustrated by the time it’s taking me to get this right and to just be available for the discomfort that has to come with moving through everything that it is not so that i am positioned to be the open nerve I need to be to truly be able to receive what I am being moved to deeply understand.
I feel myself shake in the understanding of what it is Im designed to activate in the women that pass by me in this life.
This is a privilege.
To be in a place that I have the space to listen.
To have been pushed away from the things that might have kept me busy or hypnotised me into believing that I have all that I need is a privilege. To know there is so much more for me to do in this life.
So, for this privilege, I give humble thanks and devote myself to unwinding myself from the kind of thinking that would have me miss an old way of being that allowed me to play dumb in this life. I humbly acknowledge the privilege to be in a position to be moved to act in accordance with my souls purpose.
I dig a little deeper because my privilege is even more of an insult if I let it go to waste.
Im tired of pretending that I don’t know more than what Im trying to slowly drip feed into the world. Im tired of my own fear holding me back and not being the very thing that reminds me of the magnitude of what is trying to come to me, through me, as me – for you.
Did you feel something in this for yourself? Has it landed in some way for you? Was there something here that was meant just for you?
I have opened up space for private 1:1 coaching in 2023 to support women with a fusion of life purpose coaching & weight loss mindset transformation.
Through working together to uncover your patterns & make new declarations and decisions - you will get to finally love your own reflection as the woman you are in the body you have been gifted to experience this life with - and confidently share your own unique, energetic expression.
Sessions are conducted 1:1 privately over zoom - for more information & to have a conversation about whether this will be right for you, simply click here for more info and to get in touch.
Much love,
Lena Moxon
DIRECTOR GEELONGBOXINGCLUB
Certified Life Purpose Coach & Somatic Activated Healer